my last words.

ahem. for the past few days some people may have noticed my sudden change from noisy to un-noisy.
i'll tell you why- cos i'm starting to miss NY.
as i'm sitting here in the very spacious com lab now, i'm already missing the computer and keyboard.
and theres something that prickles me so- TODAY MAY VERY WELL BE MY LAST DAY AT NY.
that is, if DDAY is on mon.
i never regretted coming here, never regretted knowing my ny mates.
how can someone develop feelings for a school in less than two months? i dont know.
the cheers, the screams resounding in my head.
disco night fever, the ogls, my og, my class.
no, i musnt cry.
it's disgraceful.
but my heart sinks lower and lower as each day passes by.
my only consolation is that i've spent some good times with you guys.
NYJC.
it sounds so cheena.
actually, it isnt. it isnt at all.
it's fun, it's hip, it's like a third home.
of course my first home is my house and second being XMS.
i cannot imagine.
i cannot think.
i love the canteen stalls, sidap and soupy place owns.
(but seriously, vegeland and mix-in-a-bowl should just move to somewhere else.)
the green apple with fruit jelly on fridays.
soccer practice, with emiko and kiyoko.
justina.
she lights up my day.
i guess, my fate is sealed.
it's all been done.
if i really cant stay here, then so be it.
but i love ny and everything bout it, and a big THANK YOU to everyone by my side.
:D i'll give the good news hopefully yeah?